what will you do a person whom you love very much, and he/she lies to you that changes you whole life, betrays you and backstabs you?
people ARE evil. very evil. you can never trust anybody seh. for me, i can only trust 7 people, my bestest and closest friends. guess who they are, and those who think you are close to me, your name may NOT be in the list. clue, 2 are NOT from bedok north, 4 are from my class and 1 is not a human at all. sorry to the people who are not in the list. want to know why? cos i feel betrayed, by everybody seh. my life is going down, all the way down and there is no fucking way that it is going to go up. i've lost everything. my family hates me, she left me and i my so-called friends backstabbed me. i've got nothing left now. and i dun give a fucking damn about it. every-body hates me. traitors ad stuff. crap sak. life is so torturous. ending it is just another mistake. so what the hell can i do? can't live correctly, can't die. arh... fucking idiots. i hate this whole thing. forget it, i juyst have to accept it. 4 more months of torture and hopefully i will get my good life back. what an unlucky age - 13. unlucky number 13, unlucky number 666, unlucky everything. this year is 14. 667. is it a good number? ignore it. arh still can't believe it, why does the person have to do this seh. today is the 17th. 1 month after the fucking day. hate this date. hate it hate it HATE IT! can't time just fly faster? and bring me to tomorrow? thank Allah i still have my friends. 7 survivors, 7 whom i trust, 7 whom i appreciate and the others, can't say anything. will i ever get over the damn thing? i dun know, and if you are reading this, you don't know how much i love you. ever since i started loving you. i still love you. and i may not give up. anyway, good luck in getting your 9-letter guy. and i dun really mind you lying to me. aha. okayy, i shall stop all this depression thingy here. spoiling my own mood.
anywayy, later at nite going overnite, yeahh! lol only i feel happy. yeah cos there is nobody is going to feel happy for me what. haha mum said that im going there TODAY instead of tomorrow. yess. now THAT is cool. urm, so looking forward to the overnite seh. yeah but mum dun let me bring bunga api =((... i want make the spark bomb again... kk nvm. so bored..k larh i stop here. i go get ready my bag. yeah.. k
posted by sharker @ 3:08 PM
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