waahh...relaxing man...haha today is friday rite? haha had a bath just now...that's why relaxing lerh... every friday do this..haha a complete one. shampoo, conditioner, facial foam, brush teeth etc etc.. aha don't know why im talking about this. but i still haven't eat arh. never mind. eat later. blog first. today is bedok north's speech day. and choir peeps all performing...hrm...but obviously i'm not in school right now what.. hope she does it well =) okay... already don't know how long never blog lar. lazy arh. aha cause i think im losing interest in this thing. okok never mind.
1 question to ask myself and other guys around. what would happen to us at 20 or 21 years old, straight after NS. i wondered. freedom. no school. no training. no courses. total control of your life. then what happens? if you have a girlfriend who is loyal and patient enough who would wait for you for 2 years then that would be good. but what if not? like me. what would happen? nobody to talk to. most probably i would have lost contact with all my other friends. or if i still have, they would ignore me. yeah it's not that they aren't loyal, it's just that i suck. just that. so what would happen then? no friends, useless family. no nobody man... who would know what would happen... people reading this would say padan muker or serves you right. confirm one. or if i have good luck, i would still have my camp mates. but what if still lost contact?and i'll find good people who would want to be in my band. and i just realised that it is just a few more years then i would go NS. 4 years only. that IS short. this or next year is already the olympics. realise how short it was since the last olympics. so 18 years old is my worst time. 18 years and so on. never mind. i'm not expecting you people to read this crap anyway. cause it's long and i know people are just lazy to read. so i just don't care if you don't.
not much larh. guess that's all im going to say for now. and im looking for a new blogskin also. sick of this crap skin.
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