hrmm... been a while since i blogged rite? yeah maybe...i just remembered something... things have been going down lately... all the way down. yeah they say, life's a b*tch, guess that is true. more than 3 months of singlehood ready and i'm really not sure if i'm okay or not. well, maybe i am arh. yeah reminding of that particular time still makes me cry. that doesn't change and will not. why must people change? yeah it doesn't matter big or small change. physically or mentally or emotionally or etc etc... yeah including her arh. im not against anything, just saying. changed looks, changed person arh. and this is NOT talking bad behind others' back. this is neither a compliment nor an accusation.this is just a remark so if anybody reading this piece of crap, please don't get angry. well, if you do also i don't really care cause people all don't like me and i'm used to it anyway. how am i going to survive in this kind of crap environment? an environment where lies and shit just jumps out of peoples' mouths, where the 3rd finger from the left and right just jumps up anytime, where the ears capture the shit and crap, where the eyes sees what is not supposed to and the brain thinks of bad stuff. things happen. crap happens. shit happens. and nobody can avoid it. it is the way it is. this is what you call the world. the things that aren't supposed to happen do happen. things that are supposed to happen may or may not happen. what can i do is just accept what God has done and just accept my fate. if i'm not fated to be with her then gues that is the way it is supposed to be. yeah, only God knows all our fate. i just hope that she gets who she wants. okay arh stop this crap im talking arh.

i want to say something about the class. 2c sucks. yeah it does. not because of the people there but their attitude and shit. for chinese people, i don't have much crap to talk about them but for the Muslims in class, i feel like, disappointed in them you know.. it's like you are all muslims but act like youre not. like i said, crap and shit just comes out of your mouth. sometimes, without realising it, you people critisize Islam. i take friends seriously and if i can, i wouldn't want to lose any of my friends i have now, regardless if we are on good or bad terms. don't believe can ask tiara or shafa arh. aha i give 'syarahan' everyday about Islam and i don't think anything i say gets in their barins. muslim teens now don't realise the importance of religious education. for school exams, they study. for religious exams, i don't think they study. yes as you hear, religious education is not that important as without it, you still can get a good job. but you won't get a good life. get it? ok choose, money or happiness forever? of course happiness forever right? if not then i have to say you have a serious problem. yes the world is full of bad things but that doesn't matter. you may suffer now but do you want to suffer in the hereafter? the torture in hell is undescribable. really really really terrible and horrible. the one that makes you lazy and crap is all syaitan's doing. that is why this all happens. you people have to make the right decision and fight syaitan. that is what life is all about, decisions. ok arh im starting this religious talk again arh. but it's for the good of you people what. choose to read or not. and this may change your life.

so what do i talk about now? don't know arh. wish her good luck. g2g now arh..kk bye.

posted by sharker @ 3:03 PM