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The Drummer
md syakir
psychologically unwell
email is zippo.suspect_93@hotmail.com [friendster and hotmail]
bullets and octane fanatic =)

addictions

her =)
burgers
bandung
pri sch
bullets and octane
avenged sevenfold
green
blue that particular blue
black
go arwah nyai's house
play computer games
watch tv
being alone, not being disturbed..
msn
computers
sleep
eat
starbucks
rc cars
wwe action figures
WW II computer games
+++ other stuff

what he hates

school
teachers
homework
being wif more than 2 friends
when alot of ppl talk to me at the same time
bnss
sum immature ppl in class
irritating ppl [means i hate myself =)]
+++ other stuff
Links

cuzzie izah--kak izah [cousin]
mY siS [tkss]
syafiq--sewel [broadrick]
alsyaari--ali [tkss]
maimunah--mai [2c]
iffah's old blog [2c]
iffah [2c]
chuen heng [2c]
yu ling [2c]
axel[orientation camp senior]
sara wee [2c]
khairah [2b]
faiq--frizzy [2a]
cuzzie fiqah [cousin]
atikah [pri sch fren]
nasuha [pri sch fren]
diana [2c]
gerald lim [2c]
isabel [2c]
jovy [2c]
kendrick [2c]
nazurah [2c]
hao yi [2c]
damien [2a]
syazana[2a]
1A blog '06
1B blog '06
1C blog '06
1E blog '06
2A blog '07
2C blog '07
what he wants
[ ]that mp4 digital camera
[ ]Ghost Rider Original DVD
[ ]get back the one i want
[ ]more wwe action figures
[ ]a new wwe hardcore ring
[ ]a new WW II computer aeroplane game
[ ]our picture....perfect shot to paste in my head....
[ ]achieve that something that i really want
[ ]a new billabong cap or sum other caps
[x]a new shoe...sneaker..vans!!
[ ]bullets and octane cds - the revelry and in the mouth of the young....
[ ]watch mi:3
[x]new myuk or billabong wallet
[x]be more mature
[x]make my voice break
[ ]new hp
[ ]new and better com
[ ]fast-er internet connection
[x]new low cut converse or nike or adidas or sleese shoe
[ ]new mp3 [that samsung k5]
[ ]all rap n hiphop cds in the world
[ ]new haro or bmx or gt bike
[x]new soccer ball
[x]swim
[x]not be jakon anywhere i go
[ ]not 2 be dat talkative
[ ]good marks 4 sec 1 durin final yr
[ ]go jc
[ ] go singapore poly
[ ]not to change my blogsite again
[ ]HUGE lcd tv
[ ]very LOUD hi-fi set
[ ]new ps3
[ ]new xbox 360
[ ]new psp [black or silver or pink =)]
[ ]new nintendo ds
[ ]money
[ ]driving licence
[ ]a renault Kangoo, or a citroen berlingo
[ ]a nice dirt bike, customised
[ ]moto license
[ ]my own room
[ ]new cupboard
[ ]steady job
[ ]bury the ppl i hate alive!!! bwahahahahahaha!!!
[ ]dye my hair(very cool eh?)
[ ]cable vision
+++ other stuff

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exams are here... ah crap erh. eheh believe or not i studied my maths yesterday night. yeah for the sake of watching prison break... yeah... just now had maths exam..wasn't that hard arh.. but i think i'll fail. yeah didn't have much problems on much questions arh...but i did a very major mistake arh. section b paper 2. need to choose 1 question from two then i chose no. 9 cause it seemed easier. then when i completed it nonsensically, i read question 10 for fun. then i realised that that question was easier. so i just did it metally using calculator and i got all the answers but for question 9 i did anyhow for the ones i don't know. wasted seh. then it was like 5 minutes left on the clock so didn't have time to do it arh. yeah then after the maths paper went home. then changed then walked slowly to mosque. yeah then went to library for a while cause still early then while walking at 2nd floor, saw the 2c malay girls. like usual arh, don't care arh. then saw ibrahim and shaik and ravi at the cafe. eheh so long never see them erh. yeah primary school peeps what. yeah so talk talked with them for a while then made a move to mosque. yeah so while waiting outside, finally radin came. eheh so didn't have space inside so we just solat outside and solat outside is far better arh. got wind and stuff. and why the shit am i talking in english sak. tak selese pon tk sadar. exams only 4 days, so soon. then next week npcc start already. shit erh. only 3 sessions. don't give a shit pasal tu arh. buat ape nak pergi eh?

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hrmm... been a while since i blogged rite? yeah maybe...i just remembered something... things have been going down lately... all the way down. yeah they say, life's a b*tch, guess that is true. more than 3 months of singlehood ready and i'm really not sure if i'm okay or not. well, maybe i am arh. yeah reminding of that particular time still makes me cry. that doesn't change and will not. why must people change? yeah it doesn't matter big or small change. physically or mentally or emotionally or etc etc... yeah including her arh. im not against anything, just saying. changed looks, changed person arh. and this is NOT talking bad behind others' back. this is neither a compliment nor an accusation.this is just a remark so if anybody reading this piece of crap, please don't get angry. well, if you do also i don't really care cause people all don't like me and i'm used to it anyway. how am i going to survive in this kind of crap environment? an environment where lies and shit just jumps out of peoples' mouths, where the 3rd finger from the left and right just jumps up anytime, where the ears capture the shit and crap, where the eyes sees what is not supposed to and the brain thinks of bad stuff. things happen. crap happens. shit happens. and nobody can avoid it. it is the way it is. this is what you call the world. the things that aren't supposed to happen do happen. things that are supposed to happen may or may not happen. what can i do is just accept what God has done and just accept my fate. if i'm not fated to be with her then gues that is the way it is supposed to be. yeah, only God knows all our fate. i just hope that she gets who she wants. okay arh stop this crap im talking arh.

i want to say something about the class. 2c sucks. yeah it does. not because of the people there but their attitude and shit. for chinese people, i don't have much crap to talk about them but for the Muslims in class, i feel like, disappointed in them you know.. it's like you are all muslims but act like youre not. like i said, crap and shit just comes out of your mouth. sometimes, without realising it, you people critisize Islam. i take friends seriously and if i can, i wouldn't want to lose any of my friends i have now, regardless if we are on good or bad terms. don't believe can ask tiara or shafa arh. aha i give 'syarahan' everyday about Islam and i don't think anything i say gets in their barins. muslim teens now don't realise the importance of religious education. for school exams, they study. for religious exams, i don't think they study. yes as you hear, religious education is not that important as without it, you still can get a good job. but you won't get a good life. get it? ok choose, money or happiness forever? of course happiness forever right? if not then i have to say you have a serious problem. yes the world is full of bad things but that doesn't matter. you may suffer now but do you want to suffer in the hereafter? the torture in hell is undescribable. really really really terrible and horrible. the one that makes you lazy and crap is all syaitan's doing. that is why this all happens. you people have to make the right decision and fight syaitan. that is what life is all about, decisions. ok arh im starting this religious talk again arh. but it's for the good of you people what. choose to read or not. and this may change your life.

so what do i talk about now? don't know arh. wish her good luck. g2g now arh..kk bye.

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i suppose the 3-day holiday sucked. yeah too short lerhh.. friday, like usual, went prayers at al-ansar. them after that went to meet jj. aha brought him to go to plaza sing. yeat the place still the same arh. and like usual, 1st floor got exhibition. on osim stuff and games. aha i get to play the xbox 360 anyway. cause i so-called bullied a small boy cause i also want to play. yeah and i want to buy a new drumstick arh. Pro-Mark 5B "The Natural" Maple. that one is the one The Rev from Avenged Sevenfold uses. and speaking of Avenged Sevenfold, have you guys heard of the song The River by Good Charlotte Feat. M. Shadows and Synyster Gates? nice rite? aha i trying to put it on my blog arh. and yeah, still haven't got a suitable skin arh. then on friday, when me and jj was on the way home from plaza, we took bus no. 7. then when going down at inter, raden and his friend whose name i forgot was behind me sak. aha most probably alot more people go jalan jalan around singapore. okay then saturday...quite okay arh..madrasah as usual. alot of people didn't come including you, mai. ahaha see ah lazy to come only. 2 weeks exam you know. you die i dunno. nobody to help you bwahahaha. okok i so bad sak. kk sorry arh. so saturday was kinda quite okay larh, overall. then sunday, boring boring boring... like heck. didn't go out at all arh. cause mum didn't let. she ask me to study seh. study school and madrasah exam arh. aha but i where gots study one? no larh.. sleep and watch tv only. at nite watched Evolution on trans tv. yeah that channel rules. and tonight there is american wedding. aha im going to watch arh. yeah im going to sleep later later very hard to stay awake. yeah and today, the first thing that i saw that changed was, of course, her. yeah cut hair again. nothing wrong with that but i just think that im falling again, in love. ahaha yeah the haircut is like the starting of the last year. no wonder arh. think there is still a chance for me? i dunno arh. never mind ah. kk g2g now ...

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ahaha guess what? i got a new girlfriend! ahah dun believe never mind... later i tell you the true story...

okay so im damn bored so decided to blog arh. yeah just now went to tamp with omar. lepak lepak, like usual. bored like hell seh..i dunno wha to write really so i'll just keep this short. and also azhar is weird today man. he nice today. cause last time i say hi, he curse curse me. lol. ahah and just now, when me and omar went to tamp library, i saw siti. yess siti nasuha. lol azhar's mateair. lol. but she didn't see me arh. cause she just vanished. vanished, yes, vanished. today altogether quite okay arh. and also yester day i had a really really weird dream. about someone whom i would never have thought about before. the person just appeared in my dream sak. i won't tell cause its private arh. then the whole day i kept thinking of it. damn freaking weird.




and so...i'll tell about how i got a new girlfriend. the story is really short arh. 1 sentence can say. its like because.... its a fake thing. bwahahaha happy april fool guys. yes i was just fooling you people. don't believe? a person like me won't EVER get a girlfriend again. and THAT is a fact.. ahah dun be angry arh. just joking. tomorrow im going to fool more people. belated april fools tomorrow. kay kay so that's all arh.. k bye.. and remember, don't take my jokes seriously okay?

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waahh...relaxing man...haha today is friday rite? haha had a bath just now...that's why relaxing lerh... every friday do this..haha a complete one. shampoo, conditioner, facial foam, brush teeth etc etc.. aha don't know why im talking about this. but i still haven't eat arh. never mind. eat later. blog first. today is bedok north's speech day. and choir peeps all performing...hrm...but obviously i'm not in school right now what.. hope she does it well =) okay... already don't know how long never blog lar. lazy arh. aha cause i think im losing interest in this thing. okok never mind.

1 question to ask myself and other guys around. what would happen to us at 20 or 21 years old, straight after NS. i wondered. freedom. no school. no training. no courses. total control of your life. then what happens? if you have a girlfriend who is loyal and patient enough who would wait for you for 2 years then that would be good. but what if not? like me. what would happen? nobody to talk to. most probably i would have lost contact with all my other friends. or if i still have, they would ignore me. yeah it's not that they aren't loyal, it's just that i suck. just that. so what would happen then? no friends, useless family. no nobody man... who would know what would happen... people reading this would say padan muker or serves you right. confirm one. or if i have good luck, i would still have my camp mates. but what if still lost contact?and i'll find good people who would want to be in my band. and i just realised that it is just a few more years then i would go NS. 4 years only. that IS short. this or next year is already the olympics. realise how short it was since the last olympics. so 18 years old is my worst time. 18 years and so on. never mind. i'm not expecting you people to read this crap anyway. cause it's long and i know people are just lazy to read. so i just don't care if you don't.

not much larh. guess that's all im going to say for now. and im looking for a new blogskin also. sick of this crap skin.

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ahhh crap ah crap ah crap arh... my msn hacked sehh...don't know who did it. and someone made a new account... some fake me... the new fake msn is something like the-meteors.drum or something. damn...how the person know my future band name seh? and that i like playing drums.. weirdd.. arh dun care arh... then now thinking of what to write for new msn. i mean what is the address larhh.... hrm...so long i never update. so many things have happened lately. including me sitting with mai during maths.. but not anymore..bwahahaha....and also she joined perdaus, which is my madrasah.... lol MY madrasah larh oi...lol jkjk...don't know why...haha...i seem lazy to blog nows. cause no soul reads it...stupid dumbshit hackerr....well, my password is easy to get so it still makes sense...cause my password is similar to my msn address. lol..okok sooo what to put as msn address arh?

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whaha....Freestylerz didn't get through =((( yeah...jdi did..what the heck seh...yeah..haha yesterday, kakak came home late...so we were like in a hurry to go to the bustop... then took 24 to eunos then changed to 93 then kakak said she don't know where to stop...-_-"" dumb seh...so we were like stupid desperate freaks asking what stop is the caldecott broadcast centre... when we finally reached, we still kept asking where to go..dumb freaks...okay then the atmosphere at the studio was like, awesome!! haha andi appeared on TV..lol haha easy to spot me if you watched properly..cause i think i'm the only one wearing yellow..and if i'm not wrong, i appeared after the first advertisment..haha half a second...cool rite? but i think only mum saw me...nobody would have bothered find me... stupid, i should have voted for Freestylerz. in the end, i did saw them... and guess what, Freestylerz were only 5 votes away from going through...what seh...whaha....okay...my mood is expiring...kk stop here...

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wahaha..guess what? im going to mediacorp later.. yeahh. yups, to go watch the dance floor wildcard results show...hope Freestylerz get through...or D2K...haha mai is supporting JDI. don't know why...haha but im sitting in the Platinum group area..because......
my elder sister's
friend's
dance instructor
is a member of platinum. so she gave
her student,
who is my sister's friend,
then she gave my sister the tickets,
and my sister gave it to me.
get it?
so im supporting The Freestylerz secretly in the Platinum's turf.
get it?
good.
so....
Go Freestylerz!!!
bwahaha..
and Platinum,
go back home arh!!
okok i shall stop this enter enter thing...haha....i followed my sister because i wanted to go home late...and anyway, i've got a new band craze again!
Red Hot Chili Peppers!!! whooooooooooooo!!! they rock!! Red Hot Chili Peppers rocks my socks!! and the chilli is spelled with only 1 L because it's american. their song rule...especially snow(hey oh), dani california, tell me baby and hard to concentrate...i'm getting the album. no matter what... while waiting for Avenged Sevenfold's and Bullets and Octane's album to arrive here...and to day is the 8th... 8th 8th 8th...no-thing special now i guess... could've been the 8th month... but who cares anyway...no-one cares...okok shall stop here...sis already home...

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i think it's already been a while since i blogged. the past few days, quite okay. turned upside down again. haishh....yeah anyway, just now went to sukhpreet's house and watched american pie 1. haha censored one. running a fever now.. i hate panadol. have to eat it anyway. he told me to. what the heck larh. closely vomited just now. ah no time to blog about now. so bored. okay okay don't care arh. short post also don't care. because no one does.

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haishh... why must i have this weird weird feeling? don't know how to say it. feels like it's just happened yesterday. i feel so sad and very weird. feel like when i come near her, i feel scared to face her larh. weird. that's why i feel moody and depressed nowadays. anyway, school just now was cool. mt was suddenly so cool today. haha because of raiswan larh. haha cikgu asked, 'ape tu acu?' then raiswan said, ' acu tu, yang bubur tu.' then the whole class laughed. haha then cikgu was also laughing. funny like hell. then sidiq behind keep bringing up the bubur thing. haha the meaning of acu is actually aim using a gun. haha then alot more things happened today. rained damn heavily around 1+ like that. then walked with izzul in the rain to the bus stop. so fun. haha then at interchange, saw radin and finally met his god-sis. haha then went to bedok reservoir cause he got cross-country then when reached there, rain fell so it was cancelled -_-". haha. then went to radin's home. had fun there. did alot of things. haha he still rocks like before. haha best friend since nursery. cool guy. ok then went home. hope i get fever. cause i DON"T WANT TO GO FOR TOMORROW"S EXCURSION! it's going to suck, really. cause i don't want to end up with having a relapse again like that day in class. all things that had happened last time ran through my mind. very weird. okok i want go watch danielle on suria now. end here.

i now know that i actually really do love you still. and i know that you won't ever come back. well, maybe. i just want to tell you that i love you, very much =)

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aaah...so depressed for the past few days seh. don't know why. start last friday, school was quite fun larh. then after school, me and izzul went back up to class to get our uniforms then we went to change to go sembahyang. then while going up, saw iffah and mai, then iffah was hyper hyper that day, then when she saw izzul, she said, izzul is a big fat gay. then izzul just said, hi les. haha lol. just two words only seh. then the other stuff all not important larh.

saturday, morning had mendaki again. quite fun this time, but azhar didn't come. then i went in the class still eating my burger, had been eating burgers almost everyday seh. ok then, teacher went through a new topic - expansion and factorisation of algebraic expressions. what a long name. like normal, i didn't understand a single freaking thng so strangely, i asked teacher to go through again. haha. then took a bus home , alone yeah. went home and did stuff again. all boring stuff. then madrasah. at 5. quite better cause ustaz Hatta didn't come so ustaz Azman took over. as usual, funny funny like hell. then 1 joke, he said, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. sangat bersabar. Pada suatu hari, seorang ludah di atas Nabi s.a.w. semasa dia nak pergi masjid. Bila orang itu ludah, dia bersabar dan apa yang kau akan buat kalau orang ludah pada kamu? Confirm pekik, 'Oi! kau ingat kau saper arh?! Kurang ajar! Musibot betol!" haha damn funny his expressions. get it? ok never mind. so now i know more about ugama stuff. haha and also, found out that celebrating v-day is haram. rosakkan akidah. aha i didn't celebrate it, did i? yeah nobody what. ok then went home and watched pesta perdana for a while then slept.

the next day, sunday. planned to go Omar's house to play PS2. haha the warriors again. the bestest game of all time. based on the bestest movie of all time. then played from 12+ to 3+. haha had breakfast there also. still haven't completed that mission. so damn hard. ok then at nite, freaking mdm tao called mak. then hole nite kena lecture. what crap larh. forget it larh. so now it's today larh.

don't know why she is so hyper today. and i feel different today. so pissed and depressed. my old self met up with me in the morning. weird, because i didn't know he would meet me today. so he possessed me again. don't know only for today or not. my old self -> hyper hyper, crazy like heck. ignore arh. got nothing to blog about larh.

i don't know why i felt this way today. i miss those times =(

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been a while since i blogged. yeah start at cny overnite. the most boring and the worst overnite of all the other overnites. yeah cos i got no-thing to do. yeah so reached there on saturday nite. after madrasah. reached there then saw the usual people larh, orang orang kl. then salam-ed everybody then sat beside the bicycle track and disturb disturb people, like usual. then went back to the tents then saw kak izah. she asked me, oi buat aper tu? ngok pompan eh? ye lah dah 'free' per, mesti gi ngok chicks chicks larh tuu.. aha then i was like -_-"...yeah we may be off but i still like you, and i won't give up. yeah so...then didn't sleep at nite. me and fiq stayed up all nite just because we wanted to see the sun rise.

so the next day... played ball in the empty tent. haha with fiq larh. until people complain cause we were too noisy. yeah, me especially. so then saw the sunrise, which was so damn damn beautiful. yeah, wished she was with me at that moment. so first thing we did was, play sand larh of cause. haha yeah, im so childish. is playing sand childish? arh okay so whatever larh. then played sand till hit other people. what crap sia, then scold scold. want to suntan go other place arh, can't me and my cousins playing sand arh? or just go to other beaches larh. toopid. okok forget those biatches. then played and played till around 2 like that. then i bilas-ed. then at about 4+ like that, i go the water again to see then, something shocked me. the water pasang-ed damn high then at that time, the water surut-ed for like 10 metres away! then until all the sea creatures can be seen on the shore! starfishes, seahorses, fishes, crabs and other stuff. i didn't bathe really cause i found one puffer fish and im already scared. haha so scary seh the water. like got tsunami, the water went down very far. and another wonder is that, people can walk easilt without getting thjeir 3/4 pants wet to as far as to the area where if the water was normal, i could have drowned! omg, i was so damn shocked but this is kuasa Allah. this is proof of Allah's power. then the seaweed all alot like heck seh. so that nite, i was sleepy so i slept and woke up at 1. 1 yes 1. 1 am. then saw that everybody was already asleep. haha then they never get their lightsticks. =p. haha. yeah so went to sleep again cause there was nothing much to do since everyone is already asleep. and so, we reached the 3rd and last day.

woke up then straightaway went to bathe then found out that i forgot to bring soap. lol! haha so i just wet my body then changed. later, i also found out that fiqah and kakak also never soap cause they also forgot to bring. haha. never mind. so made a move at around 1+ to 2. and went to changi village to go drink water and found out that that place is the place where i was lost last time. haha. weird ok so now i know how to go home from there. ok so went home and my legs are aching like heck. yeah although i didn't swim much. okay so that was about all that happened during the 2D2N overnite.

so lets talk about today, i finally...got a chance...to....watch ghost rider! yes yes yess!! i watched it just now and guessed my response about the movie... DAMN COOL LIKE HECK ARH!!!! the 2nd best movie of all time! don't know why other people like iffah and mai said its boring. its so damn nice. yeah cause got alot of fire. yeah johnny blaze, ghost rider. they rule. rulers of the world. in the end, johnny betrayed the old man as a revenge for killing his dad. cool rite? dun ask me about the movie. go watch yourself. and i want to buy the DVD seh. go watch at home. like the guardian. ok i guess the post is quite long already, very long in fact. haha dun want read then dun read arh. i dun mind. and iffah and mai, IF(that is a big if because i know noone reads my blog really) you are reading this, ghost rider is NOT boring. haha. yeah that's because you don't understand. the story. arh okay nevermind then. okay i stop here then. haha and im aiming on that very MP4 player and has a video camera that costs $225 and has a built in memory of 1 gig and accepts SD cards. cool rite?? cool. im going to starve again. yeah. not going to eat any of the canteen food anymore till next year. i think. okay. thats all im going to blog larh.

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i want to start with a question...
what will you do a person whom you love very much, and he/she lies to you that changes you whole life, betrays you and backstabs you?
people ARE evil. very evil. you can never trust anybody seh. for me, i can only trust 7 people, my bestest and closest friends. guess who they are, and those who think you are close to me, your name may NOT be in the list. clue, 2 are NOT from bedok north, 4 are from my class and 1 is not a human at all. sorry to the people who are not in the list. want to know why? cos i feel betrayed, by everybody seh. my life is going down, all the way down and there is no fucking way that it is going to go up. i've lost everything. my family hates me, she left me and i my so-called friends backstabbed me. i've got nothing left now. and i dun give a fucking damn about it. every-body hates me. traitors ad stuff. crap sak. life is so torturous. ending it is just another mistake. so what the hell can i do? can't live correctly, can't die. arh... fucking idiots. i hate this whole thing. forget it, i juyst have to accept it. 4 more months of torture and hopefully i will get my good life back. what an unlucky age - 13. unlucky number 13, unlucky number 666, unlucky everything. this year is 14. 667. is it a good number? ignore it. arh still can't believe it, why does the person have to do this seh. today is the 17th. 1 month after the fucking day. hate this date. hate it hate it HATE IT! can't time just fly faster? and bring me to tomorrow? thank Allah i still have my friends. 7 survivors, 7 whom i trust, 7 whom i appreciate and the others, can't say anything. will i ever get over the damn thing? i dun know, and if you are reading this, you don't know how much i love you. ever since i started loving you. i still love you. and i may not give up. anyway, good luck in getting your 9-letter guy. and i dun really mind you lying to me. aha. okayy, i shall stop all this depression thingy here. spoiling my own mood.

anywayy, later at nite going overnite, yeahh! lol only i feel happy. yeah cos there is nobody is going to feel happy for me what. haha mum said that im going there TODAY instead of tomorrow. yess. now THAT is cool. urm, so looking forward to the overnite seh. yeah but mum dun let me bring bunga api =((... i want make the spark bomb again... kk nvm. so bored..k larh i stop here. i go get ready my bag. yeah.. k

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blogging cos i just wanted to...yeah i know nobody reads my blog what but i just blog for fun, cos i want to. just want to let out my feelings. i guess. yeah so lets blog about last nite, fiesta nite. it sucks totally seh. so damn freaking boring. the best part is the ending, main bola. haha they say my soccer skill improve. really meh? yeah maybe cos my interest to soccer has grown. yeah haha. okay so what happened yesterday? some crap stuff. yeah reached school after going home and saw that everybody has already started doing the stall and stuff...all shouting and commanding here and there. especially tan-chua larh. order and command everywhere when she does no-thing. she only does this-put the things 1cm to the side, then walk around, then come back, then put the things 1cm back then walk around again and so on...it continues. dunno till when larh. i dun care larh. she sucks, totally. then i also walk walk around cos i got reason-i CANNOT do anything at all. i scared to do things cos if i do something, everything will spoil. i dun want to cause trouble so i dun offer to help and they also never give me things that i can do to do. yeah at nite, i dedicated a song, to the class. yeah i actually, wanted to dedicate the song to her, but just in case mistaken identity cos there are 2 ahem-ahems in the sec twos. yeah i dedicated seize the day to 2c, happy new year. lol. then, the amplifier spoil. dumb bnss. then while waiting, i go walk around then when i came back, my song was already played. bodoh sak! wasted my $1 (izzul contributed $1 oso). bodoh seh. my favourite song. then cant hear. dumbarse. nvm nvm ignore larh. then at nite, was getting boring. more and mroe boring. how fun will it be if we're still together. arh never mind. so at nite, me and izzul went to dnt block to adventure. haha yeah, the most haunted block cos we dun want to waste our money on the haunted house so we went to go see the real ghosts. yeah so scary seh the dnt block. okok enough larh. blog blog blog about todayy...

yeah so school was '1/2' day. cos principal say one, actually, i dun think they say have fixed time to go home cos we go home not on any o'clock or thirty. yeah something like that larh. so after school ,went to visit fsps for a while with jj then never saw anybody. haha eh wait, i saw some people, raudhah from last last year 6d and tashyra, i think, or maybe i saw wrongly. yeah tashyra 's iffah's friend larh. i think i saw wrongly larh cos i very potek. haha. yeah so went home and changed then went to go sembahyang. yeah then after that, went to fsps again and luckily, i saw nazri and ridwan. and their other friend. haha. yeah so followed then saw mr. jumadi so he let us in then a few minutes only, the school attendant ask us to go already. toopid seh. kk forget that larh. so went to lepak lepak with nazri and walk walk around. then went home and did stuff.

yeah so here i am larh, blogging. and heart is on indon channel RCTI now. no mood to watch. so sick of this love love stuff. sucks. so sick and tired seh, aha like the song, so sick by NeYo. and i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears...yeah the first few line from the chorus. nice seh the song. describes me now. okok g2g now. that's all i guess... i'll go tag my own blog now. hhaa

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ahaa... okay so now's the time to blog, after not blogging for the past few days... aha so let me start from sundayy...

ok so on sunday, have jemputan which is..urm.. like got ppl marry larh. and its my dad's cousin. i followed cos he forced me to -_-". ok so after that, went to tampines mall for the seksatravaganza. yeahp then saw mr saiful..haha lol then i asked why was he here. he said he volunteered to help. haha weird seh.. ok so after that went home...eh wait, before that, went to kfc..aha finally i get to eat kfc chicken. yeahh, cos its like duno how many months never eat kfc chicken. haha.. ok so then went home, and bought new bag anyway...nothing much happened that day. lets move on to mondayy.

and then on monday, had school. yeah brought new bag and luckily got school. yeah i get to see her of cos. ha i cnt really remember what happened on monday larh..quite a boring day i guess. maybe larh. cnt remember cos i have short term memory loss. lol aha okay so just forget it larh.. move on...

....to tuesday, which is yesterday, also had school. aha yeah but during pe yesterday, i FORTUNATELY fell down. yeah that's cool. real cool cos i have been getting alot of injuries this year seh. then my buddy chuen heng helped me to get the plaster and alcohol swabs and now, i HATE alcohol swabs seh.. he threw the swab straight to my wound and it was so so so so damn painful that i shouted seh...BUT, i didn't cry. haha yeah that is a good thing cos im a crybaby larh.. so the rest of the day was okay except for 1 thing that kept bothering my mind, what to buy?? for v-day larh of cos... i was thinking and thinking and thinking...and i thought like, just buy lollies for all my close friends larh.. so it sounds cool to me so i bought it larh... ok so that was about all that happened yesterday cos i really cant remember what happened then.

so anyway, im in school now, at mr. beh's com lab. yeah just finished my art project. haha duno larh what to blog about now...ok so i guess i just stop here larh. the post is already long enough.

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yups...this the first post im doing in school this yr... haha during it lesson again of cos.. actually, i duno what to blog abt larh... haha just blogging for a record.. lol now listening my fave song from a7x, M.I.A. aha...cool man..the band is one of the best, i shall say. but the singing is better than drumming to me now..but still, i prefer drumming to sing..haha cos i cnt sing...i can larh but i only sound good to myself.. lol ok so now, the class is like damn noisy now, everybody is shouting like crazy freaks [no offence]...yehps...girls all running around. same with guys too.... and syed and raden and rahami all seeing porn on izzul comp... lol haha...all enjoying larh... haha im not part of them okayy... lol haha...avenged sevenfold rules mann...okayy i guess that's all im going to blog noww.... haha okay then tagg orites..

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hrmm...so what do i blog about noww?? ahaa....today school was ok i guess...yeah but that tan chua nk step jambu jerr...she like 30+ i thimk then still think she so pretty...go haircut, dye hair then everytime wear shirt sleeveless. want to expose the fats and all...disgusting seh. then talk everytime the saliva hit me or my paper... i curse her seh...think her haircut so nice arh....like shit...ahaa no no no no, my crush is the best.. haha yeah of cos...she's the bestest sehh....haha love her so much but unfortunately, she doesn't....but we'll just let time decide...haha...okay so i dun really have the mood to blog now larhh...ahaa...dun mind arh short post... i just hate that tan chua...go report arh, anybody who is reading this... like i care, i gt nothing in school anymore...nothing in my life anymore so for what go school...aha later kena expelled, dun need do toopid things in school... okayy...that's all...i go read other ppl blog....aha.... i love her so damnn much...haha i've fallen in love again... =) <33 her..

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... just came back from mendaki tuition. np, nt just, quite long ago ready. yeah. cs i ate just nw so nw im using the comp arh. haha. and yeah, i've fallen in love with avenged sevenfold's music now. bwahaha..yeah, really. i just heard seize the day by the band and bat country and im already in love. haha yeah avenged sevenfold's music rocks! yeah, i guess...haha avenged sevenfold is just a little bit behind bullets and octane. haha yeah, bullets and octane is still the best. whoo im starting to be a hardcore rocker now. haha later become like abang sam, he's cool seh...damn cool... okok so what do i blog about now? nothing. haha hope i get sick on fiesta night. yeah really, cos i dun see any freaking point in going there seh. last time, if gt something i try my best to come one but this...maybe nt coming. cos its like the whole thing is over and now i dun see the reason to go there. but still, maybe i AM going. who knows. haha cos the thing is, i still like her and i won't let go. yeah. i'll try my luck again some other time and some other time = ???. haha maybe urm like...5 years time? 10 years? or who knows, may be 20 years time. haha. ok so thats all i guess... haha tag kayss?

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ahaa yesterday sucked, today rocked. haha actually, today is my buddy's birthday, chuen heng! haha...the power ranger aka lightbulb aka mayuki aka christopher aka chuen heng. haha...so today school was urm okay larh bt the best part of school is art..haha no, nt because of the drawing part bt because of the macromedia fireworks..yeaa the thing rocks man....then i play play with it...haha...and thenn, the whole fun started after school. everything just rocked my life out of my body...yeah so, went mcd with the birthday boy, and corinna 2a. so went there and waited for other peeps to arrive and guess what? the whole mcd was flooded with bnss peeps lorh..then we called ourselves the birthday gang. haha then gt the band gang, media pro gang, hanna's gang etc etc. haha so cool. then chuen heng thought everybody come to celebrate his birthday..haha. so in the end our gang gt corinna, me, ch, and sum sec 1 peeps and zq. haha lucky zq come if nt im alone. so we ate our food and then talk talked. then ch suddenly disappeared. haha so zq and me went to find him larh. then we saw 1 hole in sum gas pipe thing and then i assume ch was inside it. haha then i and zq went there then called, chuen heng! chuen heng! haha like crazy peeps and so, the most fun part of the day started there...i laughed non-stop. then suddenly ch came out of mcd then called me and zq. then he asked what we were doing. haha then i said i was looking for him in the hole. LOL! haha... then went back in, then ch wanted to play the scissors paper stone slap slap game. you know? the one where the 2 peeps hold hands then the loser kena slap at the hand...ok nvm if you dun get it. haha. so everytime ch win one then i won once and then, you know what now? instead of slapping ch's hand, i slapped my own hand. LOL!! haha...that shows how idiotic i am! ok so we all played it larh then all laugh laugh like mad people. haha then everybody looked at us.. so we went outside... to the petal garden. then all played it again. haha. then me and zq saw this place that i duno for what that got gate. then we say, who want play go here! this is the arena to play slap slap. haha... LOL againn!! haha... then played basketball and stuff until all tired then at 5+ like that i went off. ch said he reached home at 9 like that. haha what a day... would have been more fun if more peeps followed. haha and sorry ch, couldn't find a suitable present for you =( hope you dun get angry...haha you still gt 2 more hrs to enjoy before its friday. i think its better to celebrate other people's birthday than you own. maybe... haha...

ok lets go on to another topic. about the last few days. sucked. really did sucked. my world was turned 180 degrees upside down. nw its about 30 degrees..haha yeahh!! tx to all who have helped me overcome this mess (although i have NOT overcame it, haha) i'll try to blog more nx time..haha kk tagg orites...prison break starting readyy....gotta watch!! tonight escape! whoooo!!!

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yeahh..finally i got a nice skin for me..i dun quite like the colours though cs red and black like gothic..eeee...kay kay whateverr...haha kay so actually, nw im at kak izah's hse..when im at home cnt blog cs keyboard sometimes spoil...lol haha...bt when use msn nv spoil..strange..yeahh tomorrow mb going to the pasar malam near the school there...heyy, tell me, the skin nice or nt... i know some will say no..haha.. i didn't put the tagboard colors correctly cs its so bright..i'll change it soon...sooo what do i blog about?? ouh yeah ytd ytd was kind of fun..haha..morning had mendaki and azhar change and go to my class...haha...with sum other guys whom i duno who they are...kay so medaki that day was like..ok lah..then azhar ajak me go TM after that but then that guy lah, dun let me...hrmphh...kay..so then go home and was bored like hell so used the comp till 4 then watched prison break...cs i lazy to watch last thursday =x...haha for the first time, i was lazy to watch prison break...nx wk is the 4th last episode..the last episode when they planning..then the last 3 episodes are the escapes...haha i love prison break!

kay so i also forgot to blog about the thing...yeah the thing that died...080706-17107....6 mths 9 days.. i know you reading this..i wnt hate you for doing that cs i truly respect your decision..maybe your right after all, im nt ready yet...bt i'll come back for you... haha... yeah after all that happened, i have NEVER regretted loving her...never.. i will, i will and i WILL come back...haha...

anyway, the song is entitled My Disease by Bullets And Octane...haha yeah im a #1 bullets and octane fanatic...cnt find the cd anywhere in singapore seh..nt even at hmv...toopid...i really really want their first and second album...kayy just remembered about friday...haha had npcc...then on one occasion, there are ppl who walked outside w/o their beret and one of them is the toopid bastard whose name is syakir...yeah me...of cs im toopid, nobody has not said that im nt toopid...even if they say, i dun think they mean it..even my mum says im toopid..haizzz...if im so toopid then throw me out of the hse larh, i dun give a damn.. and back to the npcc thing, sir say we kena 10 cs he only saw me...then the other sir give chance...haha...kay so i guess i gt nth to blog about...i'll blog more nx time...

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haha okayy...cnt use com ytd so i'll blog abt ytd todayy....haha ytd was somewhat fun lah..haha so school was... i duno lah...haha forgot oreddi...so then after school, rain heavily. damnn heavy... haha so made some new friends nabil and syafiq...haha iffah intro to me...lol syafiq look like aslam =p... haha ok then after school took 8 to go to tampines...haha i went to century square just to play the xbox 360 bt got to play only for a while cs gt other peeps want to play whatt...so i give way lah..then went to tm then played the drum at yamaha and guess what? haha i've fallen in love with that very electronic drum!! haha lol... i tried it...wore the headphone then practice my skills...and gt many modes...i like the acoustic and rock modes the most, then gt 1 mode called mixed voices...haha then when hit 1 drum got ppl shout 'aaaaaaaahh' haha that was the most crappy one..ok so then walked around the mallthennear 77th street there saw sheila frm 2d at outside the cd shop...then she shout to all her friends, 'hey hey hey, ***** boyfriend ***** boyfriend!' lol then inside i was like lol and what the hell sehh...haha so then she ask lah where she....so i said she went home readyy....haha names are protected to protect their identities....ok then went home then reached at 7.30 like that...haizz...cn only use for 1/2 hour...he say one...go to hell lah...then say i cnt watch tv also....what the fuck lah...who the hell does he think he is to order me?? bloody bastard... everything is going upside down... but, i still have to be happy...haha im learning to control my temper....must be happy in whatever you do...ok so whatever lah...hate him so damn much sehh...sometimes i really just wish im an adopted child...so i can do what i want and no one wld care...no one already cares so...what the hell lah i dun give a damnn....i can stand up on my own feet and i dun need any help...im nt being sombong bt i just telling you peeps...ok so whatever lah...kk g2g soon better stop now... k i'll update soon kays? =)

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ytd i didn't blog did i? arh duno lah..haha so anyway, these few days, i've been seeing my old friends alot sia.. a coincidence...haha ytd ytd saw yusri and rohaizat and that graduated dylan....then ytd saw yusri again and aisyah frm p6...and then just nw saw junyi at interchange and nasrun sir and shafa and tiara...haha lol...so ytd, went to tm with hy to walk walk around then we went to century sq then played burnout revenge demo on the xbox 360..haha the game rocks man...then when crashed, we change turns so we do that again and again then went home... haha yeah, been having some fun lately cos school has started readyy..haha wnt feel bored anymore...bt at home, sometimes..actually, most of the times they suckk...haha bt sumtimes feel bored too, yeah cos im suspended you see...suspended from sth lah..haha...yeah im laughing again now... =)...haha i think im changing my skin soon...cs i changed my particulars abit...haha ok that's all... byee

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orite...back on track...haha so today school was quite orite lah...haha just nw malay ce raden cheated..bwahaha i helped him though...see, i good boy =)..haha...ok want know why i happy now? cs just now i saw yusri and rohaizat...lol like that oso cn be happy...ok so just now after sch, i didn't want to go home lah so i went to mp library to look for kakak then dun have so went to pp to walk walk around...then when i went to mph, i read read book lah..then saw this book, cnt rmb the title..its sth like '100 tips to make your relationship last forever'..i think..haha so i read lah...the book is soooo damn cool seh..i want buyy...i read abit only and so now i know lah what to do...haha.. so, be preparedd...ouh yeah while reading, i laughed to myself cs gt 1 tip is 'think beyond engagement' haha...cool right? and and and today is the 6th month!! haha im wishing myself and herr...haha it's been half a year without me realising.. haha ok so what to blog summore? nth i guess... haha.. ok that's all then =)

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yo...i was yo-ing thru the way home. kay kay rote so today was um....crappy? yea i think. started off with a kind of spoiled mood lah cos of last night, y'know the 'thing'...nah, nt going to tell anybody so save your breaths asking me to tell...so today, said alot of f*cks cos my mood abit spoilt and i was sleepy. can't sleep yesterday night, you see... yeah, the thing has been bugging my mind since yesterday.. man, i gotta get over this...5 months...anything can happen in 5 months...yeah, 5 months my birthday...bloody f*ck...so just now, school was blah blah blah....and then, went recess alone then hy came so went with him...so bored like hell cos...yeah, the 'thing'... so who f*cking cares man...sick of this crap.. when good things are just starting, a bad thing just has to come by and spoil everything... ok i wnt scold scold lah...ok im gone now...go play games =)...ok peace...

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aaahh the reason so long i never blog is 'cos no time and i dun feel like blogging that's why....haha ok so today was the first day of school, and damn! the teacher sucks... scold scold anyhow, just like at home... arhh... ok so she was ms tan-chua..and co-form is mr. ho...so that's good news lah...haha i gt no mood to blog ah...ok nvm lah...maybe im going to close this blog oso..haha no one would care i knoww... ok so that's all...

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arhhh okay okay im back again nw.....haha...ok so where did i stop ytd? ouh at the cemetery....okok so then like usual, after we went to nyai's kubur we went to other ppl's kubur...so zooommmm to after the kubur trip...haha...so after that, we went backk to b'kok and so rested there for a while...and thenn, we played played lah..and i played with the wrestling figures again! haha such a kid lah me...yea i am a kid...orite so then at lke abt 4+ like that, we went to the parkk...u noe, the park la...haha so played played climb climb around then, me and syafiq went to shop and save to buy things...haha so we bought things and i had only exactly $5! so we bought....

- a strawberry flavour white by smint
- a grapefruit flavour vita-c
- a MUG root beer small bottle
- a H-TWO-O small bottle

and thats all and i gave the cashier $4 dollars and laterr, i found out that the total is $4.95 dollars!!! haha so i gave her my $5 dollars and got back a stupid 5 centss...-_-"" haha ok nvmm....and so, got back and drink the waterr...urmmm so refreshing! haha..ok so play play the figures again...and i got sleepy and so i slept at the sofa for abt 1 hr...

and 1 hr later, my mum woke me up and straightaway asked me to bathe...haizz...so later, i go bathe then went homee....home is so damn boringg.....and it sucks damn alot...okok so at home, like normal lah...no i wnt say it in public lah....so one day, i talk talk to my sis then she say i spoiler...haha cs i spoil everything...and yea, she is right....everything spoils when im around...

- things get lost

- ppl get angry and irritated

- and all the negative things that happen when im around

agree?? yea i noe u ppl agree cs its the fact! no one cn deny it....orite orite i shall end this post here...

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orite orite i only got a few minutes to blog about wat happened during my stay at b'kok (my late nyai's hse)...okok so i reached there at about 7+ and nobody is around! haha so my mum gave me the keys to my uncle's hyse so i got in...and so, i put my bags, then walk walk around the house... and at 8+ like that, kak izah called my uncle's hse.. so then she said tat she was at hougang and i duno for wat... and she said that they will be back soon and so, 1 hour later, at 9+ thenn they come back...haha..say want come back soon den come back 1 hour later. ok ok so then it got noisier and happier cs gt more people bt my uncle is not home yet. so juz talk talk wif my cousins and i found out that kak izah and kak irah bought me a zinger and cheese fries from kfc cs they went there just now... and soo, at 10 plus like that, my uncle came back and it was late for him to come back at that time and i found out why he was abit late... he bought a new handphone...AGAIN!! haha so goodd...and its a N80!! cool sia....u noe, the slide slide one...see, this is the benefits of being single...u don't need to give money to anybody else except ur parents bt the disadvantages is that u will feel lonely cs no partner...bt i do! haha yea i have a partner... and i am happy to have one...orite orite so den i went to sleepp...alone cs no other cousins are there yett...okok so zoooommmm to the next dayy....

haha orite so i wake up at 8.22 and found out that im alone in the house den i was lying down on the bed then i fell asleep again.. cs i was damn sleepy and denn....i woke up cs my aunt who was living beside the hse pressed the bell (the bell is damn loud la). haha she just came back from the market i think... and i woke up at 10 +. haha yea i noe its abit late orite orite so den i go bathe and then i was bored so i walk walk around the house again. and so i go 'berak' (pass motion) den when i go out of the toilet, kak izah was back oreddi..i duno where she went lah b4 that... so we gt nth to do so i sang sang karaoke wif her and my small sis...i was wondering to use her com or nt bt i changed my mind cs my cousins can reache there anytime and when they reach, the situation will get noisy den they will fight over the com...and aniwae, she must be having fun and nt going online bt if she does, she will be doing sth else so she wouldn't reply so wat for waste my time? okok so my cousins reached at, [i duno wat time cs i forgot]...haha and so like usual, we talk talk talk crap den laugh laugh laugh then play play wif wrestling figures like 3 year old kids...haha...so i was having fun bt at the same time, i was missing her damn damn badlyy...so i played with my cousins to release my stress and pressure but it didn't work...i only need to see her to release it...orite so then it was at night and my other cousin reached...and i found out that he will be sleeping over too! so it will be fun! haha so we talk talk talk then watched tv in OUR room...haha...and so at nighjt, we watched crime watch=, the malay one so we closed the door, off all the lights, and on the speakers to the max and enjoyed it like a movie....haha den, we watched wrestlemania 22....again! den while watching, some fell asleep and only me and my cousin, syafiq were the survivors!! haha os we soon was sleepy so we offed the tv...and we slept at 2.30! soooo zoooooomm to the next dayy!!

oritee so the next day, we were supposed to go to the cemetry...haizzz.....so on the bus we were haing fun and i was abit sleepy so i stopped talking and go to sleep...i put my 'songkok' in my face and tried to sleep bt i cant...and instead, she came to my mind...so i missed her so so so damnn much that i cried =x...then my cousins saw me cry and they thought i was crying bcos of my late grandmother bt actually, i miss her very much too...aha arhhh g2g nw....i'll continue soon...mb 2ml or the day after tomorrow...orite orite...sorry if there are alot of spelling mistakes because i typed this in a hurry..okok thank u ppl hu read this post cs i noe alot of ppl think that my posdts suck and very hard to uinderstand so i typed them in an easier way now..well, at lease i triedd and if u dun want to read then get out larh!! den for wat go my blog?/ only me myself go to my own blog..okok sorry cs i bad mood...i miss u syg.....love you very very much....='((

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....... arghh....mood spoiltt....bt nt for the whole day la....luckily haha....and see 1c blog - http://1cuteness.blogspot.com and see wat ch wrote abt the bbq....stupid guy....hah lucky i didnt bring my weapons and stuff.....haizz....dun want to tok abt the bbq la....gets me on my f*cking nerves....and abt tat guy, ...... no cock one la... dun want admit...okok...bt its partly my fault la....dun want to tok abt it....bt im grateful tat she's orite according to sukh...and i noe u might be reading this la... i juz want to say, dun be sad... be like me, smille!! =)....and tx for the gift...i appreciate it...and i'll talk to it wen im bored.....haha.... and ok i gt nth to blog abt......and i g2g oso...haha ok tagg orites?

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haizz....while waiting for her to go online, im blogging as well as watching youtube....haha....soooo wat to blog abt ah...its like...nth to blog abt...haha..yea...nth to blog abt sia...urm...isshhh really nth to blog wen i have the mood....haha.....nw i listening to a metal song...haha heavy metal rules! haha...watever me.....nowadays ah, im irritated at someone...and the person is myself...haha cs i noe im irritating to other ppl and to myself oso...so i everytime watever myself....once she go online i end dis post ok..nth nth nth to postt....im bored..ok la end dis post nw la...

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this is the lyrics for bertahan di sana plus guitar notes....

intro; D...G...D...G...Bm....G..A

verse:
D Bm
Dinda apa kabar kau di sana
F#m
lelahkah menungguku berkelana
A
lelahkan menungguku kau di sana
D Bm
sayang aku kan segera pulang
F#m
tunggu aku dengan senyuman itu
A
tunggu aku dengan senyummu itu

D..G..D..G..A

D Bm
bila waktu itu telah tiba
F#m
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu
A
coba kenakanlah mahkota itu

bridge:
Bm F#m
masih banyak yang harusku cari
Em A
tuk' bahagiakan hidupku nanti

chorus:
G F#m
bisa bertahankah kau disana
Em D
bisa bertahankah sayang...
G F#m
coba bertahanlah kau disana
Em D
coba bertahanlah sayang...
coba bertahanlah sayang...

G F#m
bisa bertahankah kau disana
Em D
bisa bertahankah sayang...
G F#m
coba bertahanlah kau disana
Em D
coba bertahanlah sayang...
coba bertahanlah sayang...

ok tats all...haha u ppl cn try the guitar and tell me work anot....cs i no guitar wat.... and 1 more thingg, dis song is dedicated to my one and only syg.....<333 =)

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whoooo!! haha 4 mths readyy!! + 2 days!! haha.....im soooo happy!! its ok i noe sum ppl dun get it...haha ok let me story abt tat dayy....haha......shld i? ok i will...haha....1 wk nv blog lerh...ok so last wednesdayy, i and someone go sumwhere....haha first time we go there together.....ok i story frm start....haha we plan to meet at that bus stop in front of her hse.....so i wait there with sth in my hands.....ok so we met then i gave it to her.....ok so we made our way to the mrt stn den go to city hall. den change line to ns line den go to dhoby ghaut.....haha....so walk walk walk to plaza singapura....ok so we already plan wat to watch....the guardian!! haha....so buy the tickets den wait wait wait and tok tok crap....den saw this group or foreigners..haha den i play play i tok in their accent purposely....haha....ok so get in the hall and watch the movie....and it was damn super nicee!! and i paid 1/2 attention to the movie and the other half, i was doing other things....haha..ok den after that we go to ljs and eat....i had combo 2 and she had combo 1....ok den after that went walk walk at the mrt stn...haha den see still gt time we sat sumwhere at spent sum time together....aha.....lazy to blog larh...aniwae, i changed my blog song.....bertahan di sana by sheila on 7....haha abt the same meaning as my previous song....ok la so watever.....

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haizz... y u cnt be online?? nvm i cnt blame u wart...sian arh....i have to wait for 5 bloody daes den i cn c u...time, y cnt u speed up?? wth la time...5 daes deni cn c u...5 daes to our 4th mth...okok its onli 4th mth la i noe...argh....im bored...damn bored nth to do....sms? latr my prepaid fnsh kena lecture blah blah blah.....msn? she nt online no one to tok to...den wat??? im f*cking bored....nvm la syakir...nvm..i dun feel like blogging lerh..i juz blog cs latr ppl bug me to update..haha...okok umm....shld i sae abt the raye outing? ok den...ok so we planned to meet at int at 12.30 bt mai changed the time to 1.30 cs raden had sum things to do..ok so met her...blah blah blah haha ok so the things there <<< are private things haha cnt telll....ok den we met at int and raden was um...i think 1 hr late...ok so we went to haikal's grandmother's hse -_-"" den go my hse den go tiara hse...den go um....i 4gt la den wat happen...den i think we went to shafa hse den iffah den mai den haikal den syed...i think tats the order...ok so after go mai's hse shafa went hme cs she had to return early...den haikal didnt follow after go his hse cs bapak dier found out he lost his phone...toopid rite??ok so watever den we go syed cum mr. aliff's hse...haha den all was quiet............... until syed said...makan ah....which means eat ah....haha....den quiet again....................................until mr. aliff said...eat ah........den we drink drink...................den quiet...................................................den take photo den go hme...haha...since i dun have the photos wif me right nw, sum other dae i post them here...haha.....okok tats abt all.....den me and her go hme in a cab den onli we 2 in the cab...den in the cab we did sum stuff den go hme.....i sent her den i gave her sth b4 she go in the lift....haha cnt tell wat the thing is...=PPP

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ahaa...sch hols suck sia....soooo boring...being tortured each and everydae physically and emotionally...and watever la.....and latr going to jln raye wif the mly ppl of 1c...actually, i tot...dun want to come cs lazy larh...bt on second thoughts, its one of the onli times durin the hols tat i cn see her!! haha....so i go cs i want to see her, cs i want to mintak maaf...and watever stuff larh....den stupid green cnt wear.....nvm u ppl wnt understand..and 2dae, im wearing blu color baju kurung....aha...latr i going out...in a few mins time....i going out at abt 9 or 9.15....early cs i nd to buy things and stuff....haha...see first lar...mb after 2dae i'll post the pics tat i will take today....will 2dae be boring?? or fun??hu noes...see 1st lar....haizzzz.... nw i gt no mood to blog animore.....like...lazy larh....i duno y although its like onli 1 yr i blog.....den i sick of it ready....mb blogging is nt me.....ok watever la syakir.....

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haiz....im damn bored sia!! den she nt online..again.....ok nvm...and so juz nw we discussed abt jln rayer thingy and wat the hell am i typing?? okok...i really gt nth to sae abt 2dae....it sucks totally so there is nth to tok abt...ahhh...so short sia my post...g2g for nw...

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whooo....juz nw was boring and super damn tiring sia... ok first, like usual, we wld go to nyai's hse....cn really feel the loss sia...i feel sad inside bt i put on a smile outside....cs i dun want to attract attention.....haha....ok den we go to my dad's siblings and stuff which i duno and dun care abt...i really duno wat to blog abt animore.....cs juz nw was like so quiet w/o nyai....last yr, we wld talk to nyai alot alot sia.....den all was happy and talkig non-stop...haha....nvm.....i noe nyai is looking at us rite nw and insyaallah, she is safe nw.....

haha....i ate alot 2dae...damn alot until i feel sick....like want to vomit sia....haizz...2ml dun nd to come to sch ok?? haha no la...jkjk.....of cs i'd come...cs gt 'things' to do...haha... ok i g2g nw...see u tml okay?? smileeee!! =))

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my sis is rite...if u ppl gt time, see her blog la...in my links and read the latest post abt parents...tat was sooo cool sia...i agree 100% to her thinking....we teens are really stressed and pressured by our parents bcos of their unreasonable accusations...like tat f***ing guy in my hse lar.....cnt tahan animore sia....like i said, everydae wnt fail to spoil my mood and make me angry....and this side of me keep saying to me to take action bt no i wnt....he is still someone i ought to respect although i dun...haha.....i must cool down...den i buka oso no appetite sia...argh...dun wanna talk abt him la....cnt tahan....and u noe wat?? it is his damn bloody fault tat i cnt go dis fridae...

omg cn u believe it?? tml raye!!! yay!! bt the official date is tml and it actually starts 2dae wen we break our fast...den gt takbir...i love it sooo much....haizz...dis yr, raye will nv be the same....bcos someone is missing...she made it all happen...we always have gatherings bcos she is there bt nw....she is gone and we all miss her....dis yr, i wnt have a chance to slm her and mintak maaf...i cnt ask for forgiveness.....dis yr raye will nt be as happy as the previous yrs....nw i have to control my tears bcos i really miss her....dis yr, we wnt be giving her ketupat, wnt be giving kuih and stuff, unlike last yr.......nyai, we all miss u....

okokok...lets get to another topic....urm....thursdae sia the last dae of sch!!! well, im really tat happy la bt im juz happy...no nd to get torture frm the teachers....haha...actually, im naughty la in sch...talk talk talk non-stop bt nw i nv talk tat much...i onli talk in class...haha cs she's juz bhind me...lol...2nite have to slp early... cs tml going to sembahyang aidilfitri!! yay!! haha...most prob cn see my other frens....cs tml will be damn super crowded wif muslim guys....

haizz....y arent u online?? nvm...i think latr at nite i'll e going online...i think...if nt den u cnt blame me, blame tat guy lar.....ok tats all then...will blog abt tml tml...haha...i mean i will blog tml abt wat happenes tml...get it??

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haizz....sian ah...weekends really do suck for me.....cs cnt see her...haha...i guess our love for each other has grown....lol...and tat guy...argh...gets me on my nerves wen toking abt him....everydae nv fail to spoil my mood sia...he damn unreasonable sia....ahh nvm dun want to tok abt tat guy...

haha...dis wk quite relaxed as well as stressed la....raye is comin soon...dis tuesdae!! haha..and of cs, gt to do sum cleaning up...and the relaxed thing is tat dis wk no madrasah tats y...haha...ok lets blog abt ytd...ytd nth much happened...actually, i plan to keluar to do sum stuff bt as soon as he come home onli sae cnt...wat sia...ok den tidy up the hse den clean up and stuff....haha..ytd i didn't actually clean up the hse...i plaed com frm morning to evening den at nite watch tv for a while den slp...im so bored...while waiting for her to go online..haha...really really cnt wait for raye..actually nt really tat excited la...den wth sia he...dun let me go dis fridae...go jln raye...nw i cnt do anything bt hope and pray tat he change his mind and so i cn go!! haha...tml sch!! yay cn see her cn see her cn see her!!! ok im being lame and crazy and stupid la i noe....mondae sch den tuesdae no sch den wednesdae and thursdae gt sch again...okok cnt wait for sch to close....

and 1 more thing, sry if dis fridae cnt go...really sry cs i noe u hoping me to go...bt if i cnt den im really sry...the mth of syawal is nt a gd mth for me to go out la...so, sori la...

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ahhh.....2dae was....perhaps one of the bestest daes of my life!!! haha......so lets get started....like normal, i go sch super damn early.....den take take stupid pics of the corridor den go and assemble....haha...ytd i accidentally take her earpiece (or earphone or watever u call it)....den 2dae i accidentally take her wallet....wth sia...haha...aniwae juz nw had the drama thing and it was nothin i had expected...haha...it was quite fun bt i was quite weak so lazy to run.....and u noe wat?? kak oni frm krayon was there!! ok kak, if u readin dis, verify wif me, she is a former teacher in ur sch rite??? haha....ok den the whole dae i was wif her...whooo!!! ok im crazy.....den after the drama thing, went under blk 125 and we spent sum private time together....haha....while mai and ch was cam-whoring using my cam....haha.....ok tat was nt detailed la....haha...at sch juz nw, jovy was sitting alone den gerald nv do anything.....wat sia...den we all force him to sit beside her den he scared....den finally he ran there den sit hard hard....as in, he bang his butt on the chair until make very loud noise....den both of them sit there doin nth.....cs he scared.....ahhh gerald, nvm...... i experience b4....once u do already, u'll have confidence ready.... like me....haha.....ok gerald??? juz go for it la....ok so den i was laughing like hell....ok i gt nth else to blog abt lar....haha....

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ahaaa.....im in love.....wif a song....by my fave band, bullets and octane..the song title is holdin' on...see first if i cn put in my blog....alamak...dis ripway is soooo damn slow sia....nvm....i shall type the lyrics for fun here....

I heard angels late last night
Right before the morning light
Whispering they talk to me
What i can hear they tell me

Things I do to make you see
Things I do, telling me its you

Holdin' on to you
I've been waiting just to see you go
Holdin' on to you
Waiting for the sun I stand so cold
Holdin' on to you
Waiting waiting just is all I do
Holdin' on to you and I keep on waiting (keep on)

Hold the candle shines so bright
Its burning now reflects my life
Standing still I start to fall
And ripping pictures off my wall

Things I do to make you see
Things I do, telling me its you

Holdin' on to you
I've been waiting just to see you go
Holdin' on to you
Waiting for the sun I stand so cold
Holdin' on to you
Waiting waiting just is all I do
Holdin' on to you and I keep on waiting (keep on)
Holdin' on to you (holdin on to you)

Oooh yeah!

I will never be, I will never be lonely
I will never be, I will never be
I will never be, I will never be lonely

Holdin' on to you
I've been waiting just to see you go
Holdin' on to you
Waiting for the sun I stand so cold
Holdin' on to you
Waiting waiting just is all I do
Holdin' on to you and I keep on waiting (keep on)
Holdin' on to you!

ok tats abt all....i noe la none of u ppl will like dis song cs i like it and nobody likes the types of songs tat i like.....bt if u want cs ur frens want, ask me thru msn ok??ahhh...ok...i putted the song ready...haha.....ok i shall story wat happened at sch....ok so first few things we did was go hall and see sum stuff i 4gt.....haha.....den recess and as usual, go music rm....haha...and i sat on the floor and talk talk crap....den was science!! plae polar bear game again.....and den mr aliff said the polar bear multiplied and u ppl noe wat??? i was the polar bear!!! omg....its so damn cool sia...i killed lots of ppl until i 4gt...haha.....i killed mildred cs i noe she doctor....haha i peeped....den dey all ask me to kill shafa....and i duno tat she was the hunter...haha......aha...she was killed by i duno hu la......bt she's nt really dead la...siao ah?? ok den was mt....we went to 1c to see the bangkai bernyawa thingy.....haha den go hall, AGAIN!! nw for sum stupid dance thingy....and mr. yeo idiot siak!!! we, 1c, nv make noise den we stay back.....al cs of 1b la....all make noise and 1a den duno y 1c kena scolding.....he abit blind la...cnt see the boundary between the 2 classes....bodo sia...ahhhh nvm cs its all over....im at hme nw......ok den after sch we went to music rm bt it was closed so we went to the library...ok, we are me, my dear, hao yi and sara....ok so we went to the library and spent sum tender time together...haha...den the media pro ppl want to record video...ahhhh...skali, wat happen if the cam catch us together???haha....ok den we went to 1c to talk talk crap.....and nw, we played wif mr. duckie.....haha....and talk talk...and den hao yi and sara went and nw left the 2 of us...haha....so we talk talk and u noe, do stuff la....haha...lol and didnt send her hme cs she didnt want to......haha....tag kayes??

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haha....whooooo!!! juz nw was a very very very super fun dae....ok lets start frm the starting....ok i reached sch damn super early so i go up class and changed my table and syed's...haha....so duno y they ask us to go up class for assembly...haha...ok den sang the anthem damn loudly cs nobody in the class seems to be singing....must be proud of ur country....den was maths....crappy larh...i dun even undestand a thing mdm. kamaliah a.k.a kamala is tokin abt...i juz said yah yah yah....ok den it was science....

science was super coolll....although i didnt enjoy myself tat much cs she wasnt close to me...haha...ok so we palyed charade for 1/2 an hr...den we played sum polar bear game...which was the same as murderer onli abt diff. ok den recess we went to music rm like usual....and like we said, we went together..den after recess was.....duno la....i 4gt...english i thinkk....so english was super crappy....ok den it was, hist..

ms seet played the stupid video tat i dun find nice at all...mulan...is it nice'???? i see advertisements like so boring....ok den we went to the hall to see sum super hyper more boring drama....and i was sitting wif ridhwan and we slept....haha...den after tat straight away break....den we take take stupid pics....den we assembled and b4 tat, i found out tat she was looking for me....haha so me and ridhwan went down and we hang out there....den aboard the bus and frm there, the fun starts.........

haha....lazy to put the pics larhh....
ok i shall post more some other dae....tag plz....

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haha...i gt raye mood!!! haha...really really really cnt wait for it!!! and look there!!! i put raye song....its damn nice i tell u...well, some ppl noe the song la...haha i like it sooo damn much sia!!! im addicted to it!! haha....and juz nw, i went shopping wif my parents at mustafa....and i bought new pair of jeans...2ml goin to bedok to buy another pair...haha and the mustafa one wasn't nice cs it gray....haha....ok den we went to capitol to buy my raye shoe...omg omg omg!! vans beb, VANS!!! ok im crazy over tat shoe...its colour is camou and has a long black stripe, and like all other vans shoes, the sponge is damn super thick...and tats cool..haha...ok la i noe im crappy and lame....haha..ytd was the innovationation exhibition and it was quite boring....cs i wasnt there wif her....she wasnt there wif me....well, i saw her....b4 i went in and at tat time, she was goin back...-_-"...wat sia..i tot cn join our class at there bt we couldn't...wat sia....ahhhh.....den at sch i and ridhwan was looking for her la...ridhwan juz wanted to follow me la....and i couldn't find her....wen my bus was goin back to sch, i saw sara and sukh....argh..hw stupid of me to not to look for her at the bus stop....wat sia...if i found her then it wld be better rite??? nt much pics i took cs its all crappy..its onli pics of me, ridhwan and izzul....and ridhwan is like girl sia...cs he like taking pics of himself....haha....no offense la if anibodi reading dis defending ridhwan....haha...and im oso lazy to post pics..and and and and and dis mondae is the SCIENCE CENTRE EXCURSION!!!! yahoooooooo!!!! cs cn bring my cam and cn go wif the class.....haha...bt cnt sit wif her cs u noe, latr gossip gossip....gossip tat _____ is with _____ rite?? lol...den everybody will ask ask ask me and make my life horrible...haha.....after so long this is my logest blog post after a few mths i think....no la..the previous one was longer cs its a survey dammit.....haha....so many typos and im lazy to edit them........ahhh dun care la....haha...dis mondae i will go to sch wif full charged battery....haha....den whole dae take take stuuuupid pics......no la...onli at the science centre la i'll take stupid pics.....haha....ok tats all.....arh....tag tag tag la ppl!!! cs my tagboard is so empty...and i wldnt mind u ppl to flood it.....i noe la nobody reads my blog tat much so who cares???

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aha...mai asked me to do dis...i noe la im slow cs i dun read ur blog tat much...ok here u go...

full name: Muhammad Syakir
name backwards: rikayS dammahuM
were you named after someone: i dun think so
meaning of name: grateful
nickname: syak, aki
screen name: *--sY@ki® --* (ignore the A)
D.O.B: 06 June 1993
place of birth: kk hosp
nationality: Singaporean
current location: Singapore
star sign: gemini
height: duno
shoe size: duno
hair colour: super dark brown...actually, its black bt my fringe is dark brown..
eye colour: dark brown
who do you look like: look like....no one...
innie or outtie: duno...nt innie nt outtie....
leftie or rightie: rightie.
gay, straight, bi or others: straight la...
best friends: syafiq sewel, jj, syafiq asyraf etc etc...
best friend you trust most: syafiq sewel and syafiq asyraf
favourite pals: pri sch buddies...
best friend of opposite sex: urm....1c peeps...
best buddies: syafiq sewel, jj and syafiq asyraf...
boyfriend or girlfriend: urm....u think have anot???
crush: no..
parents: wat parents?? i gt 2 parents..
worst enemy: the whole world...no la...cnt tell..
favourite online guy: duno...syafiq sewel mb....
favourite online girl: iffah =)
craziest friend: crazy??? sukhpreet. lol
advice friend: um....iffah, sukhpreet....
person you cry with: i cry with no one....i dun like to cry in public...ooooops...haha lol...im a crybaby i noe la...
any sisters: 2 damn super fyper irritating sisters...-_-"
any pets: my com...is it counted as a pet???
any disease: asthma..bt its very little....
pagers: used to have one
personal phone line: no hp
cell phone: NO HP LARH!!!
pool or hot tub: pool....and a diving board...
a car: yeah...i want a mitsubishi lancer evo 8 or a dodge ram...both highly modified...
your personality: sux totally...irritating..
driving: yeah...i DO drive...in Grand Theft Auto....and i learned hw to drift!!!
room: i gt no room dammit...
whats missing: sumone important in my life...
school: Bedok North Secondary...the worstest school on earth...boys hme is better...
bed colour: no bed bt have mattress...its blu and there are bears...cool!! i <3 bears...
relationship with parents: okok...
believe in yourself: sometimes...depends on the situation
believe in love at first sight: yes...bt nv experience b4...
good listener: sumtimes...i listen to important stuff...lol
get along well with parents: sumtimes...
save email conversations: yes....all the time....
pray: yes i do...bt misss lots of times...im so bad...
believe in reincarnation: i duno...ask imam la...islam gt reincarnation anot??
make fun of people: sum ppl...
like to talk on the phone: yes..
want to get married: yes yes yes....wif herr...<333
like to drive: of cos!!! i want to drift!! use the brake clutch method...
motion sickness: wth is tat??
eat stem of broccoli: sumtimes...
eat chicken with fork: no...i eat wif fingers no matter wat...
dream in colour: duno...nv realise...
type with your fingers: ya la...den wat??? type with toes??
home role: um...play game like hell..
sleep with stuff animals: no...last time gt la...
next to you: air......
on the walls of your room: NO ROOM LARH!!!
on your mousepad: ngee ann sec stuff...
dream car: i told u ready..
dream date: well, i told ready...
dream honeymoon spot: um....duno..nv tot of tat b4....
dream husband or wife: I TOLD READY!!!
bedtime: um...normally at the wee hrs...
under your bed: NO BED!!!
single most important question: y am i like this??
bad time of a day: um...duno...durin sch time...
your worst fear: loosing my bestie's.
the weather is: at nite...its fine...lucky the haze gone...
time: 2045 hrs..
date: 8/10/2006
best trick did on someone: duno...lots..
theme song: nwat theme song??? there is no show or sth...
hardest thing about growing up: i duno...
funniest experience: um...lots...cnt rmb...
scariest experience: when i sit on the ledge of the window...
silliest thing you have ever said: i duno
scariest thing while you are with your friends: i duno...
worst feeling: the feeling when u lose sumone meaningful in ur life...
best feeling in the world: love..
AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!!CHOOSE 8 TO DO THE QUIZ
-syafiq sewel
-kakak
-ali
-chuen heng
-yu ling
-sara wee
-faiq
-nasuha
-atikah

haha...tats all...no mood to blog summore....

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ahaa.....finally the rock has come back... lol...its nt tat..it shld be...finally, exams are over!!! yahooo!..ok i gt lots to blog...ytd ytd on mondae, me, my kakak and my bro-in-law(lol) went to plaza sg to buy stuff....actually they want to study larh bt i ask my sis to show me where the kedai....den i bought....something...cnt tell...den go esplanade den i go back to collect the thing and den i walk by marina square...den go bisit mini toons to see stuff and saw dis thing..haha..another thing...lol...so i bought it lar...haizz...den ytd, she irritated me...cs she ...ergh..nvm..i dun want to tok abt it..ok den juz nw......im sooooo stupid....nvm...tml mb can....hope she oso cn lerh....lol..i lied...i sae gt lots to blog bt in the end, its so less...

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haha..lol...i no other stuff to do so post larh.........damn it larh....tat guy in my hse, wat seh...dun let me go out on sunday...nx sunday..wat the hell!?!?..so unfair!! plan lambat lambat den accuse me....say me everything kwn..org punyer pasal ah...my fren wat...my life wat..wat right do u have to control it...i dun even regard u as my flesh and blood...wat the hell....idiot...its like for 3 mths ive been waiting for tat sunday den u ruined it....nk cat rumah gi cat lain hari lar..mepek seh...bt nvm...we both plannin on wed or thursdae or fridae...hope cn make it...ahhhhh....enough of tat topic la...i duno wat to post larh....

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haizz...i made a stupid poem...here goes....

masa berjalan,
bulan puase menjelang,
camane tk bosan,
my 3rd mth pon nk dtg!!

lol!! its stupid la..a stupid poem...cs i gt nth to do...juz nw go omar hse and study wif him and guess wat?? i made a record!! 1 hr of non-stop study!! i noe its short bt its long for me....and tok abt the poem...my 3rd mth is comin!! bwahahaha...bt bulan puase lerh...nvm...i gt sum plan...bt scared to activate la...latr clooosee to activate den freak out...nvm...juz nw oso fail...nvm nvm nvm syakir...relax and u'll succeed.haha.... cnt wait for third mth!! den kakak reaching 11th mth...den soon, 1 yr!! steady sia...wonder if gt gaduh anot?? ahhh...lazy to blog ah...

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haizzzz....iffah asked me to do dis...


1. single, taken or crushing??
wat shld i ans ah?? duno leh

2. are you happy with your life now?
halfway...

3. when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast??
no yet..must get to noe her..slowly..

4. have you ever had your heartbroken??
i think no....

5. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable??
strictly NO.

6. would you take someone back if she cheats on you??
no...nt even if she comes crawling on my door....

7. have you talk about marriage with another before??
No.

8. do you want children??
maybe....

9. how many??
mb 2....i want 1 guy 1 gal...i want even no.

10. would you consider adoption??
mb...if i cnt la...

11. if someone like you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know her feeling??
sms la...haha..or in person..ahe told b4 nws supposed to be my turn....cnt find the right time...

12. do you enjoy getting in relationship??
yeah of cs..if she's sincere bout loving me 4 my kebaikan...lol

13. be honest, what is the furthest you & your ex did??
nth...we juz tok tok on msn..

14. do you believe in love at first sight??
habes2 dis qn...mb yes mb no...

15. are you romantic??
i think so...ask her la..haha

16. do you believe that you can change someone??
yeah of cos...

17. if you could get married somewhere, where would it be??
sumwhere eh?? i think its will juz be a simple void deck one...

18. do you easily give in when you are fighting??
sumtimes la...depends on how he or she make me angry...

19. do you hav feelings for someone right now??
of cos....my syg...=)

20. have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up??
no no i dun think so...

21. have you broken a heart??
maybe la....

22. if one day your bestfren fall in love with the gal you deeply in love with, what would you do??
see la wat im capable of...1. i warn...2nd if he still wnt let go, i'll take action....with....FIRE...

23. are you missing someone right now??
yes of cos...

24. now you have to ask 5 of your friend to do this survey in their blogs. write down their name in the list below. tag them in their blog to let them know.
kakak, kak izah, fiqah, sewel, ali...

ok tats all...aper la iffah...haha nvm... miss u syg....

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crap sia...so bored....my mum and dad nt at hme so use com for a while....cn die seh...abt 1 wk no com....or less than 1 wk...study study study....bt gd wart.....budden i still scared la.....lyk study nt enough lyk tat....cs exam results cn heart attack one....4 fail ah....teacher teach lyk nv understand anything.....i noe la i tok alot cs i cnt understand....and the lesson is boring...i'd rather study by myself at hme la...and ppl, i cnt blog animore la...no more com until fnsh exams....cs of results la.....haizz....and i found out 1 thingg.... i love my syg more nw...hahaha...at least she cares for me....hahaha...wat crap im typin nw seh....klah...

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i'm bored..dead bored....yayness...new skin...nice, nice, nice??? the song oso change...it doesn't autoplay so u ppl plz listen...its so nice....first day of my life by the rasmus...the song is oso meaningful especially the chorus....shall i write?? ok i juz write if u ppl dunno ..

still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
still feels like the first day of my life

so how?? gd? nvm if u ppl think its crap...as long i like it..i shld put another song...ok...um...ok added i putted shakira's hips dun lie remix...more variety...hahaha..mb cn put 1 whole album there....hahaha...i shall stop here...

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ok...so dis is part II of the downtown east trilogy....hahaha..where did i stop?? ouh and 1 st barbecue....k...so madrasah was crap..den go back chalet...haha..ride motorcycle!! cool..den i sms-ing her on the phone while on the bike...haha...den go back den saw the same ppl...den found out tat haziq and wak ni and dunno hu else came juz now..=(..k so gt more ppl barbequeing so dun need the chaletfire la...den tot want to take the lightsticks den sum ppl sleep ready so mb other dae la...d=den we played crimson skies...and the game was awesome!! im goin to buy it for my uncle wak ni..hehehe...den at night we slept jap den at 7am lyk tat i woke up...den accidentally slept again...den wake up at dunno wat time....den we nv bathe!! hahaha...we juz washed our face and brushed teeth...den had cup noodles for breakfast....dedn drink ice lemon tea..den we kemas-ed our bags and off we go!! home...k so reach home we unpacked our bags...den i went to sleep...until abt 4+ lyk tat....den woke up den watch tyv for a while den we go interchange....go ntuc den jenguk2 pasar mlm...den i bought burger, hotdog waffle, den kakak bought hotdogs...so we go back home and i ate my food and played the com..den the lead thing canot log in ah...dunno wat the password and username..den the maths ace-learning hw plan to do some other dae.....haizzz im so tired...den kak izah dey all ajak we to go mkn2 dis fri...i dunno want anot....cos 2 mths!! =))...den mb nk ajak herr....um...den gt syafiq so lyk scared la...bdk kecik...hahahaha....i'll blog more oof gt time...tag tag TAG!!!

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haizz..i shld be at the chalet bt waitin 4 madrasah to start...blame mak la..madrasah oso..y make exam near dis date?? den mak oso force me to go madrasah..i study at home oso wat?? anyhow seh... aniwae, i tell u ppl briefly wat happened yesterdae and juz now..k so yesterdae we keluar rumah at abt 2 or 3+ den reach there dunno wat time..the room okok ah..nt to big or too small. gt 2 beds den gt 2 more underneath it. den gt xbox they provide and gt tv and the toilet damn BIG seh..its lyk in the toilet, there's a shower room and a sink and of cos, the toilet bowl. so wak mah(my aunt) brought lontong kuah. k so relax2 den i tot i want to swim den ask mum...den she said YES!! yay! so i change den onli wore my shorts den my aunt say i sooooooooo thin wen i nv wear top..haha.. i AM thin..i noe la..sukhpreet thinner...i dun care haha..k so wen we reached there onli have my aunt, her husband (my uncle la) and my cousin, kak izah. so i swim lyk wat..i dived..i freestyled...i breaststroked...i dunno la wat summore...the water is cool and quite deep..wen i stand in the water, the water reached my neck level seh..soooo scary but i gt over it.k den for few hrs lyk tat den my both sis go and bilas while i continue my swimmm....den after i gt out of the water, the wind strong then i was lyk freezing lyk wat den my jaw was vibrating lyk wat..den go back the chalet saw wak mat family....he came wif syafiq, he himself, wak su, abg syamsul(i dunno how to spell...correct eh?? im so stupid) and kak syidah...so at susset lyk tat we barbecued stuff....wat stuff?? food la.. we barbecued fishball, hotdogs, otak-otak and other stuff...den kak izah brought marshmallow den we all poke to a satay stick den roaste it..so nicee...the skin so crispy then the inside was so soft...reminds me of kfc chicken..aahhh latr my saliva drop...den we planned to make a campfire or rather chaletfire den the kids ruined my plan!! nvm 2nite latr im goin back there and 2nite i make new campfire...hahahaha hope the kids dun disturb..all jakon soo fire..nv see fire b4..im cool cos im a PYROMANIAC!!! hahahaha..den at nite we go to the fitness corner and plae plae haha..den me and syafiq found alot of coins on the floor den we take all...den altogether gt 90 cents or $1.10 i think..we so dishonest...hahahaha.rezeki wart..my foot ah rezeki...den haikal found marshmallows on the floor den he put at other ppl's barbecue pit...den the thing melt then it look lyk a monster breathing cos gt smoke den the thing lyk big den small den big den small...ok i noe u ppl dun understand...im juz typing for my own pleasure....ouh yeah..den at nite abg rashid came and he help do the fire...den i nv sleep at nite..=) hahahaha i was waitin for her sms den she reply wen i was outside...den i reply back den she nv reply..nvm..k..i'll blog wen fnsh the whole chalet...tag kaes..

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haish....lazy to blog ah...cos last time type so long den 4gt to save...2ml mai b'dae den dey all ajak me follow....cos mai nk ramai2...but im BROKE!! actually nt la juz need to save for the vans shoe...den how?? juz follow den wen dey go in i do other stuff....aniwae, tat dae i had an unforgettable dream....ahhh..canot canot canot tell..explicit content nyer....nows..1.45am...2am off den sleep...den wake up early den study madrasah den can go out!! =))...see...now i lazy to blog cos i 4gt wat to type...dah lah..if i rmb back den i blog kaes?? ouh yeah...and wish mai 13th birthdae...hope u find yr prince charming eh?? dah jumper to bilang jgn tk bilang...i noe la u lyk him la....him = faiq...lol..=xx

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now, i blog on my own accord...thinking of changing my blog song but dis stupid ripway dunno wats wrong..alwaes canot be displayed..everytime put new song must cre8 new acc...siao ah..now dunno how many acc oreddi...nt much happenings lately onli last tue was 1 mth =))...den stupid me scared to tell the 'thing'...bodo ah...nvm den yesterdae went to kubur and visit nyai's kubur and others...den we looked for the late ishak ahmat's kubur den me and syafiq found it..den after all the kubur we went to eat at west coast. den i ate mee kuah mama den at the mini-bus, haikal wanted to go to haw par villa den he tell wak zul den i join in den diillah and the others..den on the bus syafiq introduced dis thing dats damn fun...we tuck in our shirt den put ice cubes inside our shirt den all of us was lyk shouting and screaming and shaking like worms cos damn cold...den reached b'kok den see national dae!!! the parade was damn fun...den the fireworks was superb!! the best i ever seen!!! 3x more fireworks!!! so many sia den all sorts of types..if onli i can go dere and see...den wld be more fun..den summore i want the funpack!! gt so many stuff den the bag was so nice...den go home den sleep....so juz now go 'chop' my passport den dey sae nt open den dunno la wat dey sae..so 15th aug den can 'chop' the passport..sch was boring lately cos npcc gt very tough p.o.p. training...which means passing out parade for the sec4's gradating dis yr....i dunno wat to blog summore..

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so long nv update..lazy ah..den ppl ask me to update den do ah...so now i fasting cos of bulan rejab...den gt 1 new guy in class frm korea named kim won jae...so juz now at sch reccess see he eat den i ask him wat he 1 2 eat..he say the mama mia stall..den i sae the health food stall nt bad also...(i nv taste b4 =p) den he try..whoa the gravy and lauk alot sia!! 3 lauks for $1.50 he put egg, chicken and fishcake...den he dunno wat the fishcake is called...den i explain la..u noe fishball? den he laugh..cos gt 1 fatty in class his nickname is fishball....den the won jae sae while pointing to the fishcake he say dis is hong zang...(name of fatty)..lol..i laugh lyk wat sia..den now i nv cum npcc cos i dunno have anot.. amak...tired ah...latr if have time i blog summore..

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so booring lah...neh mind..juz blog if nt ppl scold....yesterdae after sch went to techview and eat egg prata...den the others go their hgs while i, naz and mai go sch...den se the softball plae..den ken threatened to throw the ball at me but he in the field.. den i shout, mummy!! its over!!...hahahaha the juz for laughs devil thing..den ken throw the ball den i shout..kaes. den while i and chuen heng was talking to mrs kee aka elmo, iffah call mai and i was holding to her fone cos she taf..den dey sae dey comin cos her best fren din turn up...so while me and naz playing softball, dey come....den evrybody 1 2 plae so dey turn by turn and i loveee softball...now saving money to buy the balls and glove...bwahahahahah..den few hrs latr go home den kakak beli pizza...den finish la

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2nd post at sch...yesterdae was the king n i musical...so boring seh....so go there take mrt den stop at city hall...den lost =p.so i ask everybody where is victoria theatre den finally 1 policeman told me i was saved lorh..den go funan for a while den go esplanade rooftop terrace den accidentally tertdo..so den go the theatre den go sit at sum stupid statue den paul n the gang saw me. so we go in 2gather den saw the sukhpreet and dey all but nv see her.. so den at break den finally saw her..n u ppl noe wat??shocked sia wen saw her...cos she so beautiful yesterdae nite!!! so after dat go out den saw her again.. in noe u readin dis la so juz sayin u look sooo beautiful yesterdae..u dress up anyway also beauiful la...den wait for ayah to cum den amek taxi ayah go home...k if gt time i blog at home and see if can post the fotos i took yesterdae nite...all mepek nyer gambar la..

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i gt onli abt 1/2 hr to blog so i make it fast but mb gt alot of mistakes. k 1st started wen my kakak wake me up at abt 8 or 9+ am..so wake up den keluar go ali hse..so i had my breakfast dat is sphagetti frm 7-11 den go eat prata after dat...den i n syafiq go buy the 'stuff' den go beach..so we play for a while den we go pp go walk around..den penat already den go tm..actually was looking 4 dey all cos we bankrupt so ask for money...den finally saw dey all but den saw sukhpreet den latr she very kecoh..actually the hole gang was kecoh den ask jing sheng for $2 so me n sewel go mc and eat ice cream..den we go beach again den plae the 'stuff' again den kena scolded cos sewel wan to blow it up den bounce den hit a person..den 1 apek saw us den scold us lyk shit...look lyk sch dm sia....den we cabot ah den i go marine crescent den vandalise the wall using sewel's spray...den i go home take 196 den tertdo..den go take 222 to go home frm interchange den tertdo again den stop at interchange again...den take 24 instead at the front so faster la...altogether the dae was gerek ah..wonder where dey go after go tm...so reach home den eat....so scary man the uncle..he threatened to call the police leh..but i police!!! nyek nyek nyek...

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haishh...iffah ask me to do dis..lazy ah to do surveys..but 1ce awhile nvm ah...here goes...
=====Introduction========
Name : Md Syakir
3 nick tat ppl always call u the most : Shark, Aki, 'K'
Age : 13
2 Characters of ur self : Dumberer and Stupid
=====In School=========
5 Things U do when u are bored in class.
- Sleep
- Stare at the whiteboard
- Talk to Sukhpreet a.k.a Suku
- Laugh for no reason
- Listen mp3
4 Things u do during recess
- Walk around
- Ask ppl my fave quest..which is....u gt money??? lol
- See ppl plae soccer
- See ppl eat
3 Things u do when u walk up to class
- while walking ah?? ouh den i sprint up
- switch 'lanes' on the stairs
- give myself coverage cos i racing through...
2 Things u do once u reach class
- Say [name of teacher] sux
- say shit
1 Thing u do after lesson
- walk
===== At Home /Friends house =======
3 things u do once u reach the house
- sleep
- watch tv
- Blog sometimes
2 things u do when u are doing homework (at hme or friend hme)
- i nv do hw at home b4..
- I NV DO HW AT HOME B4!!!
1 thing u do once u finish ur homework
- Sleep
=======Next generation ==========
3 friends/ppl u wan to see to do this test
- my sis
- kak izah
- fiqah

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aper dah...u ask me to go on den u urself of...nvm. aku tk salakan kau. asal malu call aku??habes2 suro org laen...i noe lah u readin dis so sori abt juz now. if i were faster den the chance wouldn't be wasted..dere's always a nx time la syakir...oh yah...rmb the ans keh???tuesdae...juz now watch por vs. eng..and at least por win!!! although arg lost =(..now waiting for brazil vs. france...see france kena trashing by the 5-time and 6-time-to-be champs, brazil!!!so hows the new skin??? tx 4 praises and complaints...i also changing soon..lol

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now's the 1st time me myself is blogging at sch...now is 1:58pm....soon the dreamweaver it lesson will start...irritating ah...dis ppl lyk hong zang, gerald ong n qi xiang...look onli...k lets get down to business. 1st dae of sch was ok for me...can see her again!!! =) den yesterdae was 28th...youth dae la and cross-country den i gt 1st!! believe?? NO LA!! i gt last!! =p den gave her the present..i noe u reading dis so hope u lyk it kaes?..u dun lyk also nvm..as long i lyk it...lol. now so many ppl 'wheelchair-bound' cos all use the chair to move around. nt much time oreddi..will be changing skin soon k? u ppl remind hor if nt i 4gt.

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haish...nanti lepas maghrib gi kedai....tapi best!! bleh ngok cd game!!! =) b4 dat kener minum the damn stupid berocca effervescent..dunno ah?? the tablet dat u put in plain water den got alot of bubbles den gt gas..the stupid how to keep yr body fit is up to you and how to keep yr mind sharp is up to berocca....argh!!! 2ml gt sch!! damn stupid npcc road marshall training. malas ah nk type..better plae neopets..

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yesterdae was cool...went cycling!! after tak tau brape yrs...so cycle for abt 1 hr...den go plae watr..b4 dt actually go makan satay n roti john...den yaya bot milo ice den dey put whipped cream n chocolate powder!! mcm starbucks sey...den after plae watr i also go buy the milo..den go tampines eat ikan bakar n kangkong n kerang..onli the ikan bakar was tk sedap n the milo...cos i buy ice milo again...den saw the psp!! $338 onli 4 value pack (includes charger, n stuff)....den reach home bathe den ayah use comp.canot chat wif u...= (...den tertido after using the comp jap...ahh malas nk blog ah..

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nth to do so blog...juz now i was kind of shocked a lil bit cos she told me abt the 'thing'...actually, i also kind of know abt it so t dat very shocked..so she told me dat den went off...if ure reading dis, pls take note dat im useless n dun pick me!!!...deres dat ____ dat u can choose den y me??...nvm short post also u ppl dun scold ryt??? tag kaes?

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yesterdae was cool! mondae, went to pp for 'so-called' celebration...go arcade den wen 1 2 go home, go mcdonalds ferst..den saw iffah and mai..so talk crap ...den go home..dey go home the other way den i go take 31 go home..den it was tuesdae, 06/06/06...azzhaer go my hse to do sum blogskin stuff den plae gta 2gather..he dunno how to plae den anyhow defeat police by gettin 6 star wanted lvl....den go b'kok. on the way, go buy the long light thing den buy 2 sets of family feast 2..so took taxi to go there..wen reach dere plae xbox for awhile den eat chicken!! den plae game again..den maghrib so switch off the console. watch fear factor den eat small cake dunno hu buy 4 me...tank u lah 4 huever hu wish me hapi b'dae and put in effort in the celebration...altogetherget presents from 4 ppl but instead got 7 stuff cos my mum gave 2 t-shirts and 1 belt and kak izah gave 1 t-shirt and 1 visor..wak na gave an eddie guerrero t-shirt and last butt not least kak irah give 1 brazil t-shirt!!! tank you ppl very much..how u ppl noe my interest ah?? everybody give t-shirt..jgn-jgn u ppl plan 2gather..=p..so i owe u ppl sth ah...it was a lil bit of a surprise lah cos i nv expected u ppl to give me presents....o yah and azhar gave me ferrero rocher and sum other chocos..tag kaes??

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im soooo f*cked up right now..im twisted, nigga...1 side of me wants me to move on n return back but the other side is the stubborn one..i dun know wat to do...can someone punch my damn face so that i can have freedom..i want freedom so i can noe wat will be my nx move..im lyk a chess piece being 'superglued' to the board...i cant move and need the super glue remover......i noe it sounds ridiculous

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many ppl ask me y i nv talk abt nyai in my blog...want 2 noe?? cos im STUPID. canot spell ah?? S-T-U-P-I-D.. im not dat clever lyk my sis or all my cuzzins hu can tink of clever and nice2 words....and now, dey tink i nv love my grandma....so means im STUPID!! understand??? i faill my maths...i slack all the time..i fail all the time..means dat im STUPID!! see? u ppl so clever can noe wat i will be typing..the word STUPID....i dunch wanna see ppl sayin in my tagboard dat im not stupid...

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oh yeah im crazy!!! i deleted each and every one of you ppl on my msn!!! y? cos im irritating and everybody hates me!!!!dun you ppl dare to deny it!!! im not asking for revenge but i dun want friends!!! for wat??they only bring troubles and all sorts of problems...wasting my time going out and stuff..

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cis...dis my 'hw' teacher kak izah ask me to do so i do..if not got detention!!! hehe

3 SCHOOLS YOU WENT TO
ping yi pri, fengshan pri and bedok nth sec
3 THINGS IN UR PURSE/BACKPACK
ez-link, chip phonecard and a playboy dogtag

3 THINGS U DO WEN YOU'RE REALLY STRESS
listen muzick, plae com and sleep
3 PLACES U GO ON DAILY BASIS
skul, my sisters room and toilet??
3 FAVOURITE FRUITS
honeydew, durian, lime
3 NAMES U GO BY
aki, shark, abang
3 OF UR FAVOURITE FOOD
chiken rice, mee soto, nasi campur..
3 THINGS U R WEARING RIGHT NOW
skul pe t-shirt, npcc trousers, npcc belt
--THE WHOS--
WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH YOU?
mother
WHO ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW?
her
WHO DID U LAST TALK ON THE PHONE?

azhar
WHO DID U SIT TO IN UR 5TH PERIOD IN CLASS?
5th period recess!!
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TOLD YOU LOVED?
dunno..my nyai..mb
WHO DO U WISH U WERE WITH RIGHT NOW?
nyai..
WHO GETS ON UR NERVES MOST AT SCHOOL?
teachers
--THE WHERES--
WHERE IS UR PHONE?
no hp..telephone is bside my com table
WHERE DO U SLEEP?
on matress..no bed
WHERE IS THE PLACE U TOOK A RIDE TO?
take wat? bus? go skul
--THE WHATS--
WHATS IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
mee soto
WHAT COLOR SHIRT R U WEARING?
white..and blue
WHAT IS THE CLOSET ITEM NEAR U IS BLUE?
basically nth..the save as draft button??
WHAT DO U LIKE BEST ABOUT SCHOOL?
seeing her
WHAT IS UR FAV COLOR?
grrreeeeeen!!

WHAT DO U WEAR MORE OFTEN JEANS OR SHORTS?
boith..at home wear shorts and outside wear jeans..
WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE U WATCHED?
i tink its chiken little
--THE WHENS--
WHEN DID U START SCHOOL?
1997
WHEN DID U LAST GO TO THE MALL?
dunno very long nv go
WHEN DID U LAST BURN SUMTINK?
um..yesterdae?
3 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
iffah
mai
faiq




k dats abt all..